(Source: sink-full-of-dishes, via blogwithnoauthor-deactivated201)
Day 1
I dived to deep into lust and drowned in a pool of pain
Love tried to give mouth to mouth but another heart was needed instead
But no match was available, who would donate something so fragile
Knowing I would fuck everything up, then walk away, leaving behind regrets
I done it so many times, first I step in, the leave when you need me most
9 times out of 10 it was lust that pulled me from a love that could have been
Caught up in sin, temptation, pleasure, and pussy
But I blame it on her, I tell all my niggas she pushed me
To the point where I couldnt take it anymore, but now I hurt
Realizing that my immature ways might have fucked me up for good
If only I could, rewind time to the moment I thought I could stroke lust
Stop my self from diving and dying emotionally, and giving up
Cause now I stand at the crossroads, lonely, cold, and depressed
Regrets fill my mind while I drop into the midst of the fiery furnace
No salvation, just eternal pain for eternities
Fuck it, pass the blunt so I can ignore the thoughts that are haunting me
They point out your flaws
They point out your imperfections
They point out your insecurities
They point
They keep pointing
But all I see is beauty
All I see is real
All I see is you
And all I’ve ever see
Is the real you
The real loveliness hidden behind
Those crying eyes
Wipe away the tears
And see yourself
Through real eyes
(Source: dashintodarkness)
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